tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4125165466190100857.post3467971563831737804..comments2022-11-07T01:04:54.414-08:00Comments on My life in a nut shell: Everyting babyAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16700515921385894450noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4125165466190100857.post-54357605722653536792011-11-12T14:10:54.983-08:002011-11-12T14:10:54.983-08:00Hi, found you through LFCA. I'm so sorry for y...Hi, found you through LFCA. I'm so sorry for your losses and that you had/have to go through this. I too lost a pregnancy this year, at a very early stage (I would be nearing the end of my 3rd month now). We've been trying to conceive since October 2010. I'm so rooting for you to first find your way out of the "hole" you're in right now, and then for you to achieve a healthy pregnany soon.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4125165466190100857.post-20624340977449336762011-11-10T06:37:27.409-08:002011-11-10T06:37:27.409-08:00Amanda--that's right, I remember reading that ...Amanda--that's right, I remember reading that on your blog. I hope you're able to get the testing done quickly because waiting is tough. You're right, it leaves you with a certain emptiness.Fieryhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06477507213781894921noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4125165466190100857.post-91926448920266490182011-11-09T16:09:41.061-08:002011-11-09T16:09:41.061-08:00So sorry to hear of your losses and your pain. I ...So sorry to hear of your losses and your pain. I understand what it feels like to worry that you're too uber focused. My hubby and I are trying to find a hobby to do together, since we decided that we are no good at the hobby of baby making. Let's just say he's had a lot of tennis balls beamed at his head lately. :)<br /><br />Your first wish was "for strength, courage and the ability to be happy no matter what happens in all aspects of my/our life." You have such a good outlook! Being happy is a choice - even though it's often a hard/impossible one to make. I hope you find your strength!Hapa Hopeshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15390505849217183486noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4125165466190100857.post-72320090631501613152011-11-09T15:23:40.501-08:002011-11-09T15:23:40.501-08:00The testing is the generic fertility testing. I w...The testing is the generic fertility testing. I was supposed to have it done in May - but we got pregnant. Miscarried in June. Waited 3 cycles to go for testing again, but got pregnant again and lost the baby. Our dr really wants me to get the fertility testing done so that she can figure out our 'scenario'.Amandahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16700515921385894450noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4125165466190100857.post-48601829371206998122011-11-09T13:37:32.254-08:002011-11-09T13:37:32.254-08:00Hi Amanda. I hear ya on how consuming TTC and loss...Hi Amanda. I hear ya on how consuming TTC and loss is. Therapy (both group and individual) and Prozac are my answers for finding a little tiny bit of peace. I like how jhl said you learn how to live *with* loss. It forever changes you. <br /><br />Is the testing you're referring to for RPL? I'll probably be getting it soon, too, if my labwork from my D&C ever comes back. Hang in there.Fieryhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06477507213781894921noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4125165466190100857.post-73708405153721007542011-11-08T18:18:19.658-08:002011-11-08T18:18:19.658-08:00Just found your blog through LFCA. I'm so sor...Just found your blog through LFCA. I'm so sorry for your loss, that you have to go through this. Abiding with you here, and hoping that you can be kind to yourself ... I'm a survivor of repeated pregnancy loss myself, and know that my thoughts are with you as you heal. (Healing, by the way, doesn't mean forgetting or "moving on" so much as learning to live *with* loss.) *hug*Justine Lhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14190295175501659469noreply@blogger.com