Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Uh Oh ...

Please-if you know me in real life, please keep what I'm about to say to yourself. Do not share this information with anyone else and do not talk to me about it until I'm ready to share the news. This is my space to vent and do with it as I need. Thank you for respecting my wishes.

 Just when I'm starting to get comfortable and relax about everything.  Just when I'm starting to feel really sick and throw up on a regular basis.  Just when I am really starting to believe that 'this is it'.  


I go to the washroom today and see a pink/red mucus discharge.   


I have no idea what to do.  I'm at school today teaching - can't just leave.  Hubby is in B.C so I really don't want to go to the Dr's/hopsital to find out bad news when he is here.  


I have to teach at the college tonight and tomorrow is parent-teacher interviews.  I had to cancel the interviews last semester due to my 2nd miscarriage.  I cannot cancel them again this time.  I really don't want to find out anything bad until after tomorrow's interviews.  


I have no idea what to do.  


Just trying to stay calm - however difficult that can be.  


Why is this happening to me again?!?! 

6 comments:

  1. Oh Amanda. I know how scary seeing any red or pink is. I'm so sorry that this is happening. But remember that spotting can be normal. I would watch it and see if it goes away. If not (or if it increases), then make an appointment with the doctor.

    Hang in there. Sending you love and peace.

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  2. Oh honey I'm so sorry. Spotting CAN be totally normal, but obviously very very scary, especially with your past. I would suggest calling your Dr. and making an appt for when your husband is back in town. If this is a miscarriage there's nothing they can do so you're not hurting anything by not going in right away. Keep your eye on it and I hope it stops soon!!!

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  3. So scary! Thinking about you and hoping its nothing!

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  4. Oh no :( I hope that everything turns out okay and that it's just normal spotting!

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  5. Hoping and praying everything is fine!

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  6. I'm sorry you are feeling scared and that you have to endure these feelings again. I had spotting at 7 and 9 weeks and everything did turn out ok...I will send positive vibes out there that the same happens for you.

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