Please-if you know me in real life, please keep what I'm about to say to yourself. Do not share this information with anyone else and do not talk to me about it until I'm ready to share the news. This is my space to vent and do with it as I need. Thank you for respecting my wishes.
Just when I'm starting to get comfortable and relax about everything. Just when I'm starting to feel really sick and throw up on a regular basis. Just when I am really starting to believe that 'this is it'.
I go to the washroom today and see a pink/red mucus discharge.
I have no idea what to do. I'm at school today teaching - can't just leave. Hubby is in B.C so I really don't want to go to the Dr's/hopsital to find out bad news when he is here.
I have to teach at the college tonight and tomorrow is parent-teacher interviews. I had to cancel the interviews last semester due to my 2nd miscarriage. I cannot cancel them again this time. I really don't want to find out anything bad until after tomorrow's interviews.
I have no idea what to do.
Just trying to stay calm - however difficult that can be.
Why is this happening to me again?!?!