I am feeling very sad right now. I just got back from seeing my fertility specialist and got the results of our investigation cycle.
So - my FSH and LH hormones were very high indicated low ovarian reserve. I only had 4 follicles when a woman my age should have had 10. Once I did ovulate, my dominant follicle measured small. My progesterone is also low. My endimetrial lining was lagging by 2 days of where it should have been.
Hubby's test didn't come back completely normal either and we are looking at possible male-factor.
I thought the ureaplasma was our issue and that everything would be okay. I can't change my low egg count. I'm only 29 and we have been trying forever now. Hearing this news makes the 2 miscarriages that much harder. Poor eggs can be linked to the miscarriages. I just wish I didn't have to go through those losses as it may be the only time we could get pregnant.
I don't know how many times in the last year I have heard "you are young it will happen," but now, hearing the results today - that isn't necessarily the case. My age is not reflective of the amount of time I have left - in fact, it is like I am starting early menopause.
I have to go for repeat tests next month and based on those results our doctor will give us our options. I KNOW there are many others who have gone through this and worse. I guess it is hitting me hard because I never thought it would be me. I'm not sure what's worse - unexplained infertility or knowing there is something wrong that you may not be able to completely fix.