Thursday, February 23, 2012

Over analyzing everything

So - I felt better today.  No nausea, pretty alert, no fatigue.  My breast tenderness seemed to decrease from its arrival yesterday.  Overall, I felt great. 

Which means I'm over analyzing everything.  I've pretty much convinced myself this pregnancy isn't going to last - even though when I woke up this morning I POAS and the test line was darker then the control line. 

Hubby doesn't want to hear me complain about my lack of symptoms.  He said that he cannot do this again. 

I was SO positive. So hopeful. So strong - sure that things were going to work out this time.

Why do I have to do this to myself?  Why can't I just be and not worry about everything?



  1. Hang in there Amanda! Oh, husbands! Like you want to do this again too :) I totally understand! You can vent to us anytime about lack of symptoms. Whatever gets you through this time, and on to the 2nd trimester.

    Thanks for the email about FSH. I'll email back soon. :)

  2. I know it is SO hard to try to remain postive, especially after being through the bad things with infertility. Try to hold on to a little positive though :) its good for the heart.

  3. OMG ME TOO! No nausea, fatigue, or anything today. FREAKING OUT. I have no sticks to pee on, and anyway I know it won't matter because it would show up as positive even if something were going wrong. Instead I'm just freaking out, basically pacing the apartment. CRAP. When is your ultrasound?

    1. Glad I'm not the only one!
      My ultrasound isn't booked yet but it wont be until the week of March 19 or the week later. Hubby is out of town the week of Mar. 19 so I may wait and book it for when he's home.

  4. Hang in there honey! Like Lanie said, vent here all you want. We are here for you!